Where

I

Carry

God

Throughout being

Over time

Carrying

Things divine

Love in hearts

Sometimes sadness too

Tears have fallen

God pushed through

In the spaces of mind

Light and dark

There are waters

Too rough to embark

Above the waters

Within the soul

Is where God is carried

It is told

On breezes warm and cold

God will always be

God will carry on

With the wind inside of me

- Allison Woodford

Filling Time

What can be filled in life?

Mind, body, and soul

Happiness, wellness, and goals

Fulfillment in control

Holding out hands for hugs

To fill a heart

Happy teeth in a smile

With lips apart

The circulation is precious

Of what life can be

Filling the vital pieces

Breathe

Say,

Speak of the fine

God given abilities

High caliber fillers of time

-Allison Woodford

imagination is heavy

A million rocks skipping across the water at once

In the day

In the night

under the sun

Falling with the rain

under the moon

fueled by a search for happiness

Unlocked again and again

With every skipping stone

Sometimes bright in the sun

Reflected

Sometimes beneath the ice

Obstructed

No matter where it may be

It’s ready

Just imagine it

Skip skip skip

There it is

Not dreaming

Imagining

-Allison Woodford

Broken Lonely Compas

Conversations

In my head

North, East,

South and West

Stripes and Stars

Fifty shapes on a map

My lonely compass

Points away from that

Too much

Of the talk

What is American?

What is not?

I woke up

With a broken compass in my hand

Beneath my feet

I feel pebbles of sand

My loneliness is now an island

With a sun

With waves

Now lonely looks like fun

Lonely paradise

My own

Lonely

Where palm trees grow

Lonely forever

On a salt water shore

Never shared

My lonely is more

Lonely by waves

Wiser and warmer

The new life

Of a lonely reformer

A record set

Of minding your business

On this Island

I’m a Guiness

Sandcastles I build

Become lonely too

There is nothing and nobody

To judge what I do

Loneliness is easy

On the broken hearted

When you can be lonely

In a place uncharted

Lonely dances

Lonely smiles

Composed of sand

And seashells for miles

Wave crash

Sun rise

Loneliness

Disguised

I’m going to kiss the sand

Open my ears to the winds

Thank you, God

For lonely Islands

Where I can shout my thoughts

Where I am alone

Along the coastline

Of my lonely home

A sweet escape

For myself

And nobody

Not a thing, else

City walkways

Of purses and bitches

Unable to comprehend

The island riches

I clean up the island

And I clean up the shells

And ship them out

To people I knew in hell

Lonely minds

Holding onto much

Having conversations

On islands out of touch


I play seashell slot machines

Boats come to the shore of my heart

I pay for bandages

With sand dollars

To put over top of my scars

A lover of sand

The dry and the wet

Seashell slot machines

Hold my only bets

On the lonely island

The moon never comes

It’s against the rules

Lonely lives under sun

In the sky

In the clouds

I see people I’ve loved

Never forgotten about

A new purpose

To heal

Where from me

Lonely will never peel

My days run on hour glass sneakers

Through the sand

I smile at this island

Without clocks with ticking hands

Lonely island

Too far away

For bridges

They would just burn anyway

On the island

Where lonely fear is dead

On the island

Where I love lonely instead

A wisdom conquest for myself

Proliferation of lonely

On this island

It is me only

There is only one swing

Fit for only me

To swing back and forth

Next to the sea

My broken compass

In my possession

I pull it out

And feed it to the ocean

Back and forth

I swing all day

Lonely

Only seashell slot machines I play

-Allison Woodford

bare feet brushing the earth

I’m everyday is a new day

A sparkle at my fingertips

I’m thankful for what I am

Something like this

I’m old sweatpants

In a new Adirondack chair

I’m a September birthday

When chill is added to air

I’m coffee cups

From Starbucks

In the cup holder

In my jeep

I’m big books

In a yellow case

I’m still pages running deep

I’m a giant heart

Sometimes I look like two

Because I would do anything

I’m a doer for anyone

I’d do anything for you

I’m a sorry load of regret

For anything on Earth I’ve hurt

I’m a lover

I wish I was tougher

Hate, I could never disperse

I’m a 19 year old

Wild and crazy thing

That gave her heart

And trusted her life

To power stroke

Diesel whistling

I’m a box of candles

Ready to open and smell

I’m a candle

Light me up

Truly, I smell quite well

I’m a garden

Growing quick

My growing never slows down

I’m a garden

Where shovels never stop

Piles of dirt are my crown

I’m a swing set

On green grass

One muddy spot of dirt

I’m a swing set

Until I I die

I’m bare feet brushing the Earth

-Allison Woodford

Soul

If it was in a balloon

It would be carried by the wind to warm places

If it was a force of feeling

It would place smiles on friend’s and stranger’s faces

If it was a laugh

It would be a contagious sound

If it grew like a flower

It would grow through concrete over the ground

If it was kept in a cabinet

It would be made of the finest glass

If it was an animal

It would be a bull knocking cowboys on their ass

If it was a big shirt

It would be striped and button down

If it was a car

It would be an FJ40 1978 driving in town

If it was a liquid state of matter

It would be holy water, coffee, or rain

If it was a necklace

It would be a cross on a chain

If all of the beauty found in the world

dirt

flowers

sky

lightning

rain

sand

mountains

If all of the beauty heard in the world

thunder

cries

music

wind

laughs

prayers

I love you

That I have found

That I have heard

My soul has taken in

Deep under my skin

Into my heart

Of my soul

These are all of the parts

- Allison Woodford