Where
I
Carry
God
Throughout being
Over time
Carrying
Things divine
Love in hearts
Sometimes sadness too
Tears have fallen
God pushed through
In the spaces of mind
Light and dark
There are waters
Too rough to embark
Above the waters
Within the soul
Is where God is carried
It is told
On breezes warm and cold
God will always be
God will carry on
With the wind inside of me
- Allison Woodford
Filling Time
What can be filled in life?
Mind, body, and soul
Happiness, wellness, and goals
Fulfillment in control
Holding out hands for hugs
To fill a heart
Happy teeth in a smile
With lips apart
The circulation is precious
Of what life can be
Filling the vital pieces
Breathe
Say,
Speak of the fine
God given abilities
High caliber fillers of time
-Allison Woodford
imagination is heavy
A million rocks skipping across the water at once
In the day
In the night
under the sun
Falling with the rain
under the moon
fueled by a search for happiness
Unlocked again and again
With every skipping stone
Sometimes bright in the sun
Reflected
Sometimes beneath the ice
Obstructed
No matter where it may be
It’s ready
Just imagine it
Skip skip skip
There it is
Not dreaming
Imagining
-Allison Woodford
Broken Lonely Compas
Conversations
In my head
North, East,
South and West
Stripes and Stars
Fifty shapes on a map
My lonely compass
Points away from that
Too much
Of the talk
What is American?
What is not?
I woke up
With a broken compass in my hand
Beneath my feet
I feel pebbles of sand
My loneliness is now an island
With a sun
With waves
Now lonely looks like fun
Lonely paradise
My own
Lonely
Where palm trees grow
Lonely forever
On a salt water shore
Never shared
My lonely is more
Lonely by waves
Wiser and warmer
The new life
Of a lonely reformer
A record set
Of minding your business
On this Island
I’m a Guiness
Sandcastles I build
Become lonely too
There is nothing and nobody
To judge what I do
Loneliness is easy
On the broken hearted
When you can be lonely
In a place uncharted
Lonely dances
Lonely smiles
Composed of sand
And seashells for miles
Wave crash
Sun rise
Loneliness
Disguised
I’m going to kiss the sand
Open my ears to the winds
Thank you, God
For lonely Islands
Where I can shout my thoughts
Where I am alone
Along the coastline
Of my lonely home
A sweet escape
For myself
And nobody
Not a thing, else
City walkways
Of purses and bitches
Unable to comprehend
The island riches
I clean up the island
And I clean up the shells
And ship them out
To people I knew in hell
Lonely minds
Holding onto much
Having conversations
On islands out of touch
I play seashell slot machines
Boats come to the shore of my heart
I pay for bandages
With sand dollars
To put over top of my scars
A lover of sand
The dry and the wet
Seashell slot machines
Hold my only bets
On the lonely island
The moon never comes
It’s against the rules
Lonely lives under sun
In the sky
In the clouds
I see people I’ve loved
Never forgotten about
A new purpose
To heal
Where from me
Lonely will never peel
My days run on hour glass sneakers
Through the sand
I smile at this island
Without clocks with ticking hands
Lonely island
Too far away
For bridges
They would just burn anyway
On the island
Where lonely fear is dead
On the island
Where I love lonely instead
A wisdom conquest for myself
Proliferation of lonely
On this island
It is me only
There is only one swing
Fit for only me
To swing back and forth
Next to the sea
My broken compass
In my possession
I pull it out
And feed it to the ocean
Back and forth
I swing all day
Lonely
Only seashell slot machines I play
-Allison Woodford
bare feet brushing the earth
I’m everyday is a new day
A sparkle at my fingertips
I’m thankful for what I am
Something like this
I’m old sweatpants
In a new Adirondack chair
I’m a September birthday
When chill is added to air
I’m coffee cups
From Starbucks
In the cup holder
In my jeep
I’m big books
In a yellow case
I’m still pages running deep
I’m a giant heart
Sometimes I look like two
Because I would do anything
I’m a doer for anyone
I’d do anything for you
I’m a sorry load of regret
For anything on Earth I’ve hurt
I’m a lover
I wish I was tougher
Hate, I could never disperse
I’m a 19 year old
Wild and crazy thing
That gave her heart
And trusted her life
To power stroke
Diesel whistling
I’m a box of candles
Ready to open and smell
I’m a candle
Light me up
Truly, I smell quite well
I’m a garden
Growing quick
My growing never slows down
I’m a garden
Where shovels never stop
Piles of dirt are my crown
I’m a swing set
On green grass
One muddy spot of dirt
I’m a swing set
Until I I die
I’m bare feet brushing the Earth
-Allison Woodford
Soul
If it was in a balloon
It would be carried by the wind to warm places
If it was a force of feeling
It would place smiles on friend’s and stranger’s faces
If it was a laugh
It would be a contagious sound
If it grew like a flower
It would grow through concrete over the ground
If it was kept in a cabinet
It would be made of the finest glass
If it was an animal
It would be a bull knocking cowboys on their ass
If it was a big shirt
It would be striped and button down
If it was a car
It would be an FJ40 1978 driving in town
If it was a liquid state of matter
It would be holy water, coffee, or rain
If it was a necklace
It would be a cross on a chain
If all of the beauty found in the world
dirt
flowers
sky
lightning
rain
sand
mountains
If all of the beauty heard in the world
thunder
cries
music
wind
laughs
prayers
I love you
That I have found
That I have heard
My soul has taken in
Deep under my skin
Into my heart
Of my soul
These are all of the parts
- Allison Woodford